everyone has a bad morning

and im not excluded!!

aku rs sbb aku penat..smlm balik jumpe customer kat klcc..then balik masjid jamek amek stok..then balik naseb bek komuter ok..balik2 susukan kuceng..pastu masuk sauna..25 menet..hehe letih gak ek masuk sauna...pastu ingatkn nak amik gamba chiffon rainbow tak sempat la since ade tetamu dtg lak..

gosok baju, balut brg customer pastu susukan kittens..haha sunggo comel la..tgk2 dh kul 1240..
uhuh

bgn kul 5.50 tp g matikan alarm.. nice one tiah

pukul 645 baru bangun aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa benciiiiiiiiiiiiiii...naseb tumpang akak aku..huhu kalau naik komuter tak dpt seat mmg membencikannnn

haih..malam ni tido awal k

DINNER BNM 2010

harini dinner bnm..last 2 days ade femili day kat teluk senangin, perak.. bes la gak..hehe aku letih ni..tp terasa nak tulis blog plak..

smpi umah kul 5..reply2 emel customer..google map kat mane one world hotel..omg2..sume rushing..aku pakai biase je..kul 6 aku chow..

kejadian tak bes no 1 - jam kat semenyih..aku nak isi minyak..bole plak jam kat smeneyih..aaaa ni aku nak mrh ni...huhu

kejadian tak bes no 2 - sbnrnye aku mmg tatau jalan nak pi dinenr tu..tp aku mcm leh agak2..so aku pun jalan je la..skali tersilap masuk lorong..argh..aku teruskan aje..bajet2 je sume..last2 smpi kat sogo balik..terus aku call kawan aku..naseb bek member setuju nak amik kat bank rakyat sblh bnm tu..fiuuu

kejadian yg aku pun tatau nak kategori ape - time aku tgh tgg kat bank rakyat..tibe2 ade motor berenti..aku tgk die dtg kat aku..aku bukak tgkp sikit.ingatkan nak tanye jalan..pastu rupenye die mntk duit..brp ringgit tah..aku tgk kat moto die ade pompan ngan baby..nak beli inhaler katenye..aku tgh blur..aku bg la duit..pastu die tanye camne nak pulang balik..aku ckp tayah la..pastu terus je die blah..adekah betul2 anak die sakit..atau die kesempitan wang..atau aku sudah di pow? haiya ikhlas je la tayah pikir byk sgt..huhu..

kejadian tak bes no 3 - akhirnye ikut kete member..haiya naseb bek dorang ade..aku mmg berusaha gile la duk blkg kete member tu..skali camne tah aku leh tekan minyak secara tak pasan..pastu tgk member benti..aku brek mengejut..omg..huhu..aku dlm hati..hoi mmg lggr la ni konfem..tp rupenye tak kene..lagi sikit lagi..maybe 1 inci kot..berbunyi kuat lak tu aku brek..huhhu...mmg salah aku..aku yg alpa..(ayat drama)

kejadian tak bes no 4 - herm..kalau aku ckp makanan tak brp bes bole tak mase dinner? tp...cam tak baik lak cakap camtu hahaha..ok sbnrnye yg paling tak bes..aku tak menang lucky draw..hahaha

kejadian tak bes no 5 - anuar zain ok la..suara bes..pastu byk ladies pakat2 amik gamba ngan die kat stage..kire anuar zain ni kool la gak..time die nyanyi2 tu nak amik gamba ok je..die mmg melayan..ok tak besnye..aku balik..lupe byr parking..hahaha..naseb pakgad kate takpe byr sini je dik..

kejadian tak bes no 6 - aku sesat lagi..yea..aku rs aku ok dh..skali aku jalan2..tibe2 masuk pekan ape tah..puchong kot..haiya..aku dh risau gile..tp aku nmpk signboard putrajaya g straight..aku pun folow je..last2 smpi gak umah..huhuhu..aku risau sbb mlm2 gelap aku tak brp nampak..pastu keputusan yg aku amik pun mesti gelabah nye (cam bace signal..masuk simpang)..huhuhu..tapi syukur alhamdulillah smpi..

kejadian tak bes no 7 - esok keje..period..dh kul 1.19am..baju tak gosok lagi..:(

The Unforgiven LRT

Supposedly smlm nak meet ngan customer..nak cod tudung die..tudung sulam awning..ok off topic..tak sangka aku tudung sulam awning ni byk peminat..nak dekat 2 kodi dh aku jual..heheh..ok smbg balik..

Smlm pas g tukar stok sbb jahitan tak kemas.. aku pun nak la jumpe customer yg baik ati tak byk songeh lak tu kat klcc..aku ckp camni sbb die sgt consider dan best..tak fussy la senang ckp..aku pun jalan la pi masjid jamek..plastik kat tangan aku ni dh berat dh ni..ye bawak sekodi tudung sbnrnye berat..elok je aku turun masjid jamek..tibe2 aku nmpk org stuck kat tmpt nak check in tu..aku pun berfikiran positif la kan..maybe ramai sgt kot kat bawah..tu die halang org kat sini..tgg punye tgg dengar la announcement pasal tren shuttle ape jadah..dhla tak clear..suare sile la tak perlu kontrol macho dalam saat genting mcm ni..pas agak lame tgg..dgn berplastik2 aku ni..haha..aku pun msg customer..ckp tak jadi la harini nmpknye..die pun ok je..mmg considerate la die ni..

ok sbnrnye aku nk ckp -- kalau komuter tu problem..aku bleh sengih2 bodo lagi..tp lrt???? kamon laa mmg unforgiven gile la..even kalau lrt lmbt 5 minit pun org dah berbondong2...ni kan plak stgh jam..aku tgk byk org pusing balik..means carik transportation lain la tu..ade yg masih setia menunggu..kesian gile..camne korang buat maintenance ni? sometimes kate2 seperti..kesulitan amat dikesali is not enough ok..and mestila aku mrh dh aku tak dpt meet up ngan customer aku..cheh

so aku pun pusing balik naik star..naseb star ok..kalau tak dpt maki free je la korang sume ni..ahaha..

*sekodi - 20 helai

I think maybe its time

to move on!!!

from? urm.. i dun know.. haha
from thinking of you too much..or waiting for you too long..or hoping for you for nothing..yerp nothing.. hahaha

i was doing all the buziest things - sewing, business, just to get you out of my head

yeah you..youre the root cause of everything!

i guess all of it just not worth it
youre not even worth a cent, thats how bad you are..nope..youre the worsT!

ok

tarik nafas..hehehe..bisnes ok..slow..but ok..masih blum bawak tudung g ofis..nak bawak g ofis, ofis member ngan ofis kakak..i want to finish up all the stock..so i can restrategize my online business strategies strategy...hahaha

maybe made up new terms and conditions like - byr dulu sblm pengeposan..(because some of the customer can really make u bengang all the way)

right now nampak stok dari butik hajra mcm nice..then stok tudung chiffon pun mcm bes..bes di mata aku tak mestinye bes di mata org lain..

many thing to learnnnnn~ but all in all it was and still is ok..il loving it..every second :)

Antara Koleksi Tudung di www.tudungvintage.blogspot.com

Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

Reachin for the phone cause i cant fight it anymore

And I wonder If I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

Its a quarter after one Im all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldnt call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt

Than feel nothing at all

~ sigh

breakdown..breakaway

I'm having a breakdown
I, the happy me, have become so suddenly quiet with the environment
Not one but two or many more have notice
I cant think straight
I cant focus
Maybe I need help
Reach for me
Please I need you..

Tesco dan Pembatalan Belajar Jahit

Hari ni sabtu..patutnya aku bljr jahit..tp aku ni kan bijak...so aku tak telefon la akak pengajar tuh dulu..die kate minggu ni jahit baju kedah..so die suruh bawak kain ngan kertas minyak..

Bangun awal pun tapi kluar umah still 950..adeh..nak g tesco dulu pi beli ketas minyak..

So dlm kul 10.05 aku pun pi ke Tesco Beranang..nak beli kertas minyak la..last buat baju kurung aku pow akak tuh punye kertas minyak..haha..tak senonoh punye student..so oleh sbb aku ade sedikit segan aku pun nak la beli sendiri..

Pusing2 Tesco jumpe yg 10 keping punye..yela takkan nak jual satu2..mase time byr..

Cashier : (smbl sebok cari bar code)...takde bar code la kak..bole amik lagi satu tak?
Aku : Tanak..nanti kene beratur balik
Cashier : mcm tuh ye..tgg jap ye..
Cashier : (pegi kluar dari kaunter untuk cari kertas minyak yg ade barcode)

Pelanggan lain : (mgkn tgh bengang sbb kene tgg jap..)

Hahaha..ekceli kan..aku pun tatau nape aku begitu spontan ckp mcm tu..sbb aku ni jenis yg macam.."oh ye ke..takpe la sy amik yg lain.."

Tapi, anyway..sape suruh takde barcode kan..and aku pun next time kene cek la ade barcode ke tak..

Cashier : (datang balik..scan kertas minyak.."
Aku : (Bayar smbl sengih..) Terima kasih ye..

Hehe..budak tuh mmg cute..and tak melawan..so ok la..anyway..

Customers always right~

:D

Oh ye..pegi tmpt jahit rupenye takde pun akak tuh..takpela..aku pun jalan pi Tesco Kajang lak tgk2 ape yg bole dibeli..sekian hari sabtu aku

huk

The inconsistency of me

ala 2 minggu je diet pastu ampeh..

ex bos aku yg regular kat gym pun dh tanye bile aku nak g lagi..kdg2 aku nmpk die aku rs nak elak je sbb nnt die tanye aku byk2 soalan..hahaha..siap tanye weight aku sume..tp bgs gak die tanye at least ade motivation..

so tomoro morning ill start..insyaAllah..kalau nak ilang weight cpt..kene gym twice a day..ni aku blaja kat www.nowloss.com .. tp nak buat tuh bukan senang ye..kene ade daya yang tinggi..sbb aku penah buat dulu..and aku jadi penat gak kdg2..huhu..pastu bile dh penat mule la rs give up tuh dtg..yela leceh nak tukau2 baju ape sume..

nape la rumah jauh sgt dr opis..kalau tak byk mase leh save..tp kalau ckp mcm ni mcm tak baik plak..hurm

ok la esok aku try..

Why for some ppl, its so easy for them? Do I really need to beautify myself to get what i want? huhu

gimme hope..illl wait for you..but if you go..ill say goodbye

T_T

The Average Learner

Wow second post of the month..not bad huh?

I remembered the last time I was suffering from a break-up (yerp...that's right..suffering).. I can't sleep, I cried almost every night, I wish i could do something about it, I wish him returned to me so that I can fix things, I promised i'll be a better girlfriend, can't even get him out of my head for a year..I said to myself at that time..I'll wait..

But he never returned. He never called. Only on occasion such as birthday I will text him happy birthday and vice versa. That's because we shared the same birthday month.

But if let say now. After looking back. Even if he return now. I would never..ever accept him. That's because time passed by. That's because it had been years. And that's because he had hurt me so so much. I think about the wasted time I thought of him. How many tears rolled down because of him. How my thought has been invaded just by thinking about him.

So, let say i am thinking about another boy. The current one. The one that I like. I thought why he can't text me back, or why i am so irrelevent to him except for certain time, why he can't be an attentive listener, why this and how's that. In a few years time, when i'll look back at the current situation, I would be asking myself.. why do I push myself so hard to someone who don't even recognized me and I am certain that I will blame myself, if i made a wrong decision.

So that's that. Now is the hard time. Now is the time that I, myself let you be the king in my brain. In a few years time..when the answer reveal itself..you'll just be a nobody. And thats when you'll be lower than the cats..haha..

So this i must learn..to be an average thinker..to not let you..the 'nobody in the future' be so powerful in my brain..I have been through this over and over..there must be a lesson learnt..and i must learn it..

Thank you for being my friend..I wish you know the real feeling..but I'm scared you'll be gone too fast..Rejection can be so hard..This I will take as my experience.

I can't wait to see my friends..:)

Stressful 4 days in total, wonderful team, beautiful friends and a calming scene

Aku kat PD ni..mlm ni by hook or by crook nak balik umah..hehe..tak kisahla habis kul bape pun..walaupun takdelah ape sgt kat umah tuh tapi daripada balik esok pagi2..baik balik malam ni..

Kat sini pas aku tgk balik.. walaupun waktu keje mcm gile (8.00-12.00 tgh mlm) tp bile aku ngan wonderful team..rs mcm seronok lak..buat keje sambil gelak2..but bile balik bilik..pergh tulang blkg sume sakit la..tp takde lak tido terus... layan tv dulu..borak2 ngan beautiful friends..baru tido..tgk2 henfon kalau ade aktiviti (malangnya selalu takde pun)..bangun pagi2 tekak kering..pastu batuk teruk..huhu health mmg deteriorate la kat sini..

Aku tgh menaip kat dlm bilik meeting..kat luar tgkp nampak laut..the calming scene..bile lah dpt g pantai ni..nampak cam ok lak pantai kat pd ni..tadi pesan aiskrim kat kawan..japg smpi la tu..not much la happening..except that aku realise when we give that much (or so much)..hati kene ikhlas..jgn harap ape2...pastu nnt bende2 bes akan dtg punye..hopefully la..when feeling something..jgn over the hill..sbb nnt frust jatuh bedebuk takde sape yg paham..all must be in average..all must be fair..

:)

Like Walking In Opposite Direction

You make me restless
I dangerously harming myself
I shouldn't do this..

I was having a crazy week...with myself..theres a fight between my heart and my brain and i couldnt stop. It's endless.. Now i dont know..Somehow Im getting better... Thanks to Allah!

Its a hard work all over. To be able to remember all the details and care about it.. I think I should give credit to myself..And I think you should also care about it! and not just ignore me and think that ill be ok with that..

You were all that i can think of..i wish you would just dissapear from my brain..

I miss our old times..I wish we could go back to that..But its different and i can do nothing about it..

please dun forget me..i miss u so..much

Smlm adalah hari yg tak disangka bestt..mule2 teman kakak g tgk kitchen kabinet..then kedai elektrik..omg..walaupun aku hanya duduk sblh die smbl mengamati lukisan2 kitchen kabinet oleh tokei2 kedai tu..but still..unstoppable ok..haha..then oleh sbb aku perlukan something cliche aku ajak akak aku tgk wyg..citer 'Legion'..hehe..tak sangka die agree..tiket wayang pun die belanje..yey! tapi (aku yang keluarkan duit dari wallet die untuk byr tiket wyg la kan)..thee hee heee

so kitorg pun tgk citer Legion..at first i thought..oh here we goes again..mesti citer ni mcm citer 'The day the Earth Stook Still" but then i was totally wrong!!..ive never been so happy to be wrong hehehe..citer die bes..sape2 yg nonton tuh dipersilakan la k..serious muvie but lot of funny dialogue..and the fact that they use actor and actresses thats not (so) popular..its cool sbb you wont know sape yang akan mati and sape yang akan hidup..(sbb yang popular selalu tak mati)..hehe..and ending die tak brp bole predict (unlike some muvie..ko tgk 10 minit dh tau ending die mcm mane)..so it was great overall!

then oleh sbb akak aku janji nak blanje makan and sebab dah malam..aku pun ajak makan kat restoran tepi jambatan tmpt kitorang selalu cuci kete..pas makan yang agak ok dan murah..(mesti akak aku suke tayah blanje aku mahal2..kes2)..balik2 tgk kete die dh remuk blkg..siot je..then kitorg mlm2 buta tuh kene pi trafik kajang buat laporan sbb nak claim insurance..dahlah tatau sape yang langgar..grr aku pun hasut kakak aku supaya jgn maafkan org yg langgar die tu dan hope org yg langgar tuh akan kene lagi teruk..(ye aku mmg jahat sbb kalau kete aku yang kene..for sure aku akan ckp mcm tuh..there is no free ride in this world k)

oh so pasni kakak aku tumpang aku balik la kot kan..hehe..hopefully kete die cpt baik..(tp ncd dah 55% kot argh)

:)