What's it gonna be?

everyone has a bad morning

2010-08-03T18:39:00.000-07:00

and im not excluded!!

aku rs sbb aku penat..smlm balik jumpe customer kat klcc..then balik masjid jamek amek stok..then balik naseb bek komuter ok..balik2 susukan kuceng..pastu masuk sauna..25 menet..hehe letih gak ek masuk sauna...pastu ingatkn nak amik gamba chiffon rainbow tak sempat la since ade tetamu dtg lak..

gosok baju, balut brg customer pastu susukan kittens..haha sunggo comel la..tgk2 dh kul 1240..
uhuh

bgn kul 5.50 tp g matikan alarm.. nice one tiah

pukul 645 baru bangun aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa benciiiiiiiiiiiiiii...naseb tumpang akak aku..huhu kalau naik komuter tak dpt seat mmg membencikannnn

haih..malam ni tido awal k

DINNER BNM 2010

2010-08-01T10:05:00.000-07:00

harini dinner bnm..last 2 days ade femili day kat teluk senangin, perak.. bes la gak..hehe aku letih ni..tp terasa nak tulis blog plak..

smpi umah kul 5..reply2 emel customer..google map kat mane one world hotel..omg2..sume rushing..aku pakai biase je..kul 6 aku chow..

kejadian tak bes no 1 - jam kat semenyih..aku nak isi minyak..bole plak jam kat smeneyih..aaaa ni aku nak mrh ni...huhu

kejadian tak bes no 2 - sbnrnye aku mmg tatau jalan nak pi dinenr tu..tp aku mcm leh agak2..so aku pun jalan je la..skali tersilap masuk lorong..argh..aku teruskan aje..bajet2 je sume..last2 smpi kat sogo balik..terus aku call kawan aku..naseb bek member setuju nak amik kat bank rakyat sblh bnm tu..fiuuu

kejadian yg aku pun tatau nak kategori ape - time aku tgh tgg kat bank rakyat..tibe2 ade motor berenti..aku tgk die dtg kat aku..aku bukak tgkp sikit.ingatkan nak tanye jalan..pastu rupenye die mntk duit..brp ringgit tah..aku tgk kat moto die ade pompan ngan baby..nak beli inhaler katenye..aku tgh blur..aku bg la duit..pastu die tanye camne nak pulang balik..aku ckp tayah la..pastu terus je die blah..adekah betul2 anak die sakit..atau die kesempitan wang..atau aku sudah di pow? haiya ikhlas je la tayah pikir byk sgt..huhu..

kejadian tak bes no 3 - akhirnye ikut kete member..haiya naseb bek dorang ade..aku mmg berusaha gile la duk blkg kete member tu..skali camne tah aku leh tekan minyak secara tak pasan..pastu tgk member benti..aku brek mengejut..omg..huhu..aku dlm hati..hoi mmg lggr la ni konfem..tp rupenye tak kene..lagi sikit lagi..maybe 1 inci kot..berbunyi kuat lak tu aku brek..huhhu...mmg salah aku..aku yg alpa..(ayat drama)

kejadian tak bes no 4 - herm..kalau aku ckp makanan tak brp bes bole tak mase dinner? tp...cam tak baik lak cakap camtu hahaha..ok sbnrnye yg paling tak bes..aku tak menang lucky draw..hahaha

kejadian tak bes no 5 - anuar zain ok la..suara bes..pastu byk ladies pakat2 amik gamba ngan die kat stage..kire anuar zain ni kool la gak..time die nyanyi2 tu nak amik gamba ok je..die mmg melayan..ok tak besnye..aku balik..lupe byr parking..hahaha..naseb pakgad kate takpe byr sini je dik..

kejadian tak bes no 6 - aku sesat lagi..yea..aku rs aku ok dh..skali aku jalan2..tibe2 masuk pekan ape tah..puchong kot..haiya..aku dh risau gile..tp aku nmpk signboard putrajaya g straight..aku pun folow je..last2 smpi gak umah..huhuhu..aku risau sbb mlm2 gelap aku tak brp nampak..pastu keputusan yg aku amik pun mesti gelabah nye (cam bace signal..masuk simpang)..huhuhu..tapi syukur alhamdulillah smpi..

kejadian tak bes no 7 - esok keje..period..dh kul 1.19am..baju tak gosok lagi..:(

The Unforgiven LRT

2010-07-29T19:56:00.000-07:00

Supposedly smlm nak meet ngan customer..nak cod tudung die..tudung sulam awning..ok off topic..tak sangka aku tudung sulam awning ni byk peminat..nak dekat 2 kodi dh aku jual..heheh..ok smbg balik..

Smlm pas g tukar stok sbb jahitan tak kemas.. aku pun nak la jumpe customer yg baik ati tak byk songeh lak tu kat klcc..aku ckp camni sbb die sgt consider dan best..tak fussy la senang ckp..aku pun jalan la pi masjid jamek..plastik kat tangan aku ni dh berat dh ni..ye bawak sekodi tudung sbnrnye berat..elok je aku turun masjid jamek..tibe2 aku nmpk org stuck kat tmpt nak check in tu..aku pun berfikiran positif la kan..maybe ramai sgt kot kat bawah..tu die halang org kat sini..tgg punye tgg dengar la announcement pasal tren shuttle ape jadah..dhla tak clear..suare sile la tak perlu kontrol macho dalam saat genting mcm ni..pas agak lame tgg..dgn berplastik2 aku ni..haha..aku pun msg customer..ckp tak jadi la harini nmpknye..die pun ok je..mmg considerate la die ni..

ok sbnrnye aku nk ckp -- kalau komuter tu problem..aku bleh sengih2 bodo lagi..tp lrt???? kamon laa mmg unforgiven gile la..even kalau lrt lmbt 5 minit pun org dah berbondong2...ni kan plak stgh jam..aku tgk byk org pusing balik..means carik transportation lain la tu..ade yg masih setia menunggu..kesian gile..camne korang buat maintenance ni? sometimes kate2 seperti..kesulitan amat dikesali is not enough ok..and mestila aku mrh dh aku tak dpt meet up ngan customer aku..cheh

so aku pun pusing balik naik star..naseb star ok..kalau tak dpt maki free je la korang sume ni..ahaha..

*sekodi - 20 helai

I think maybe its time

2010-07-26T19:55:00.000-07:00

to move on!!!

from? urm.. i dun know.. haha
from thinking of you too much..or waiting for you too long..or hoping for you for nothing..yerp nothing.. hahaha

i was doing all the buziest things - sewing, business, just to get you out of my head

yeah you..youre the root cause of everything!

i guess all of it just not worth it
youre not even worth a cent, thats how bad you are..nope..youre the worsT!

ok

tarik nafas..hehehe..bisnes ok..slow..but ok..masih blum bawak tudung g ofis..nak bawak g ofis, ofis member ngan ofis kakak..i want to finish up all the stock..so i can restrategize my online business strategies strategy...hahaha

maybe made up new terms and conditions like - byr dulu sblm pengeposan..(because some of the customer can really make u bengang all the way)

right now nampak stok dari butik hajra mcm nice..then stok tudung chiffon pun mcm bes..bes di mata aku tak mestinye bes di mata org lain..

many thing to learnnnnn~ but all in all it was and still is ok..il loving it..every second :)

Antara Koleksi Tudung di www.tudungvintage.blogspot.com

2010-06-22T08:06:00.001-07:00

Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

2010-05-16T10:12:00.000-07:00

Reachin for the phone cause i cant fight it anymore

And I wonder If I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

Its a quarter after one Im all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldnt call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt

Than feel nothing at all

~ sigh

breakdown..breakaway

2010-04-12T10:28:00.000-07:00

I'm having a breakdown
I, the happy me, have become so suddenly quiet with the environment
Not one but two or many more have notice
I cant think straight
I cant focus
Maybe I need help
Reach for me
Please I need you..

Tesco dan Pembatalan Belajar Jahit

2010-04-02T21:59:00.001-07:00

Hari ni sabtu..patutnya aku bljr jahit..tp aku ni kan bijak...so aku tak telefon la akak pengajar tuh dulu..die kate minggu ni jahit baju kedah..so die suruh bawak kain ngan kertas minyak..

Bangun awal pun tapi kluar umah still 950..adeh..nak g tesco dulu pi beli ketas minyak..

So dlm kul 10.05 aku pun pi ke Tesco Beranang..nak beli kertas minyak la..last buat baju kurung aku pow akak tuh punye kertas minyak..haha..tak senonoh punye student..so oleh sbb aku ade sedikit segan aku pun nak la beli sendiri..

Pusing2 Tesco jumpe yg 10 keping punye..yela takkan nak jual satu2..mase time byr..

Cashier : (smbl sebok cari bar code)...takde bar code la kak..bole amik lagi satu tak?
Aku : Tanak..nanti kene beratur balik
Cashier : mcm tuh ye..tgg jap ye..
Cashier : (pegi kluar dari kaunter untuk cari kertas minyak yg ade barcode)

Pelanggan lain : (mgkn tgh bengang sbb kene tgg jap..)

Hahaha..ekceli kan..aku pun tatau nape aku begitu spontan ckp mcm tu..sbb aku ni jenis yg macam.."oh ye ke..takpe la sy amik yg lain.."

Tapi, anyway..sape suruh takde barcode kan..and aku pun next time kene cek la ade barcode ke tak..

Cashier : (datang balik..scan kertas minyak.."
Aku : (Bayar smbl sengih..) Terima kasih ye..

Hehe..budak tuh mmg cute..and tak melawan..so ok la..anyway..

Customers always right~

:D

Oh ye..pegi tmpt jahit rupenye takde pun akak tuh..takpela..aku pun jalan pi Tesco Kajang lak tgk2 ape yg bole dibeli..sekian hari sabtu aku

huk

The inconsistency of me

2010-03-30T06:31:00.000-07:00

ala 2 minggu je diet pastu ampeh..

ex bos aku yg regular kat gym pun dh tanye bile aku nak g lagi..kdg2 aku nmpk die aku rs nak elak je sbb nnt die tanye aku byk2 soalan..hahaha..siap tanye weight aku sume..tp bgs gak die tanye at least ade motivation..

so tomoro morning ill start..insyaAllah..kalau nak ilang weight cpt..kene gym twice a day..ni aku blaja kat www.nowloss.com .. tp nak buat tuh bukan senang ye..kene ade daya yang tinggi..sbb aku penah buat dulu..and aku jadi penat gak kdg2..huhu..pastu bile dh penat mule la rs give up tuh dtg..yela leceh nak tukau2 baju ape sume..

nape la rumah jauh sgt dr opis..kalau tak byk mase leh save..tp kalau ckp mcm ni mcm tak baik plak..hurm

ok la esok aku try..

Why for some ppl, its so easy for them? Do I really need to beautify myself to get what i want? huhu

gimme hope..illl wait for you..but if you go..ill say goodbye

T_T

The Average Learner

2010-03-23T17:37:00.001-07:00

Wow second post of the month..not bad huh?

I remembered the last time I was suffering from a break-up (yerp...that's right..suffering).. I can't sleep, I cried almost every night, I wish i could do something about it, I wish him returned to me so that I can fix things, I promised i'll be a better girlfriend, can't even get him out of my head for a year..I said to myself at that time..I'll wait..

But he never returned. He never called. Only on occasion such as birthday I will text him happy birthday and vice versa. That's because we shared the same birthday month.

But if let say now. After looking back. Even if he return now. I would never..ever accept him. That's because time passed by. That's because it had been years. And that's because he had hurt me so so much. I think about the wasted time I thought of him. How many tears rolled down because of him. How my thought has been invaded just by thinking about him.

So, let say i am thinking about another boy. The current one. The one that I like. I thought why he can't text me back, or why i am so irrelevent to him except for certain time, why he can't be an attentive listener, why this and how's that. In a few years time, when i'll look back at the current situation, I would be asking myself.. why do I push myself so hard to someone who don't even recognized me and I am certain that I will blame myself, if i made a wrong decision.

So that's that. Now is the hard time. Now is the time that I, myself let you be the king in my brain. In a few years time..when the answer reveal itself..you'll just be a nobody. And thats when you'll be lower than the cats..haha..

So this i must learn..to be an average thinker..to not let you..the 'nobody in the future' be so powerful in my brain..I have been through this over and over..there must be a lesson learnt..and i must learn it..

Thank you for being my friend..I wish you know the real feeling..but I'm scared you'll be gone too fast..Rejection can be so hard..This I will take as my experience.

I can't wait to see my friends..:)

Stressful 4 days in total, wonderful team, beautiful friends and a calming scene

2010-03-05T19:28:00.000-08:00

Aku kat PD ni..mlm ni by hook or by crook nak balik umah..hehe..tak kisahla habis kul bape pun..walaupun takdelah ape sgt kat umah tuh tapi daripada balik esok pagi2..baik balik malam ni..

Kat sini pas aku tgk balik.. walaupun waktu keje mcm gile (8.00-12.00 tgh mlm) tp bile aku ngan wonderful team..rs mcm seronok lak..buat keje sambil gelak2..but bile balik bilik..pergh tulang blkg sume sakit la..tp takde lak tido terus... layan tv dulu..borak2 ngan beautiful friends..baru tido..tgk2 henfon kalau ade aktiviti (malangnya selalu takde pun)..bangun pagi2 tekak kering..pastu batuk teruk..huhu health mmg deteriorate la kat sini..

Aku tgh menaip kat dlm bilik meeting..kat luar tgkp nampak laut..the calming scene..bile lah dpt g pantai ni..nampak cam ok lak pantai kat pd ni..tadi pesan aiskrim kat kawan..japg smpi la tu..not much la happening..except that aku realise when we give that much (or so much)..hati kene ikhlas..jgn harap ape2...pastu nnt bende2 bes akan dtg punye..hopefully la..when feeling something..jgn over the hill..sbb nnt frust jatuh bedebuk takde sape yg paham..all must be in average..all must be fair..

:)

Like Walking In Opposite Direction

2010-02-21T08:50:00.000-08:00

You make me restless
I dangerously harming myself
I shouldn't do this..

I was having a crazy week...with myself..theres a fight between my heart and my brain and i couldnt stop. It's endless.. Now i dont know..Somehow Im getting better... Thanks to Allah!

Its a hard work all over. To be able to remember all the details and care about it.. I think I should give credit to myself..And I think you should also care about it! and not just ignore me and think that ill be ok with that..

You were all that i can think of..i wish you would just dissapear from my brain..

I miss our old times..I wish we could go back to that..But its different and i can do nothing about it..

please dun forget me..i miss u so..much

2010-01-23T19:42:00.000-08:00

Smlm adalah hari yg tak disangka bestt..mule2 teman kakak g tgk kitchen kabinet..then kedai elektrik..omg..walaupun aku hanya duduk sblh die smbl mengamati lukisan2 kitchen kabinet oleh tokei2 kedai tu..but still..unstoppable ok..haha..then oleh sbb aku perlukan something cliche aku ajak akak aku tgk wyg..citer 'Legion'..hehe..tak sangka die agree..tiket wayang pun die belanje..yey! tapi (aku yang keluarkan duit dari wallet die untuk byr tiket wyg la kan)..thee hee heee

so kitorg pun tgk citer Legion..at first i thought..oh here we goes again..mesti citer ni mcm citer 'The day the Earth Stook Still" but then i was totally wrong!!..ive never been so happy to be wrong hehehe..citer die bes..sape2 yg nonton tuh dipersilakan la k..serious muvie but lot of funny dialogue..and the fact that they use actor and actresses thats not (so) popular..its cool sbb you wont know sape yang akan mati and sape yang akan hidup..(sbb yang popular selalu tak mati)..hehe..and ending die tak brp bole predict (unlike some muvie..ko tgk 10 minit dh tau ending die mcm mane)..so it was great overall!

then oleh sbb akak aku janji nak blanje makan and sebab dah malam..aku pun ajak makan kat restoran tepi jambatan tmpt kitorang selalu cuci kete..pas makan yang agak ok dan murah..(mesti akak aku suke tayah blanje aku mahal2..kes2)..balik2 tgk kete die dh remuk blkg..siot je..then kitorg mlm2 buta tuh kene pi trafik kajang buat laporan sbb nak claim insurance..dahlah tatau sape yang langgar..grr aku pun hasut kakak aku supaya jgn maafkan org yg langgar die tu dan hope org yg langgar tuh akan kene lagi teruk..(ye aku mmg jahat sbb kalau kete aku yang kene..for sure aku akan ckp mcm tuh..there is no free ride in this world k)

oh so pasni kakak aku tumpang aku balik la kot kan..hehe..hopefully kete die cpt baik..(tp ncd dah 55% kot argh)

:)

and so the day passed by

2009-11-25T05:59:00.000-08:00

my little cat died
1 down..3 more looking ways to survive
i have been a good 'cat'sitter up until i step into the working world
ive done it all...clean carpet because of cat puke, clean up their 'leftover' in difficult corner, face my parents loud voice because the cats didnt behave, stealing fish, pick up all the dead animals that they left in the middle of the house, feed them with medicine when they are sick, be with them when theyre dying..bury them when they died..name it..ive done it all..
but this time around .. there were never enough time
i woke up at 545..start my car engine at 6.10..take a peek at my cats and there I go..
I finish at 530..doing my staff until after maghrib prayers..got back..take a peek at my cats..and went inside..
I never meant to give such difficult time to them..to feed the cats..to provide their needs..
But thats what happening..when Im at home..i get too tired to do anything..or too lazy if you would want to put it that way..
I guess my time is up..
i never give names to those kitten this time around..I also dont know why..But i heart them...really....
I feel guilty..
I wish..and i hope..but i cant..

Dutch Lady Shine 0% Lemak Minuman Yoghurt

2009-10-19T09:04:00.000-07:00

Ok..tajuk takde kaitan..

Then again, thanks ilya.. kesungguhan kau mengupdet blog telah menyebabkan aku juge berbara dan berapi untuk hapdet blog aku..

yang mcm dah berbulan2 tak apdet ni..

it felt good to be able to be confident to finish up 600 pages of a story book.. haha.. u see.. i think i'm the most unexcited person on earth when they spread the news that staff will be getting 40% less of books and stationeries from MPH and Popular. Sometimes siap lupa ade less mcm tuh.. What the heck.. my sisters are the one whose gonna benefit the most.. coz they read a lot... and i dont.. hihi

I think ive bought a total of 3 novels so far..and manage to never finish it..not even close!.. the first one wasnt too bad.. at least i am able to understand it..but somehow the book got lost..and when i manage to find it.. the story inside the book also was also lost inside my head.. and so i stare at the book and kept it away..

The second book was written by my friend's favourite author.. tuh la lainkali jangan nak memandai ikut orang..haha..i think the story quite ok..only it does not fascinate me..oh well.. at least it stands comfortably kat rak buku..

The third one.. i dun even know why i buy it.. maybe because die ade tulis short stories and etc etc.. hahaha.. i think most ppl at my age will want to read a book with at least 200 pages of story (at least thats one of my friend's opinion).. but me..i will wander around mph looking for short stories (mcm cerpen tu) that suits me.. haha.. bad luck.. the story was too short and i was like.."wtf"..There are few chapters in the book and i dont even get it if they are connected or not.. hahaha

So i give up reading. Maybe because I read a lot when i was small.. except newspaper.. the physical appearance of newspaper bored me so i didnt read it..=P

Well anyway..there is this one day or days..that ive come across this book called "The Time Traveler's Wife".. It was THICK..like 600 pages.. well thick enough for me at least.. and so i just read the synopsis of the book from the back of it and put it back.. feeling less confident that i could finish it.. or even if i buy it.. it will on be and additional accessories in my room..

But there's also this one day.. that ive decided to watch tv..then suddenly came across a movie soon to be released..Its the Time Traveler's Wife!.. omg omg.. i think fast.. and decided to buy it the next day..sanggup tuh turun kat midvalley.. mak ai..thinking that the book must have been so good or great that they are making a movie out of it..

And so .. I am proud to say that Im reaching 500 pages of the book.. And it sadden me that I'm going to finish it!.. haha.. Never felt like this before.. Anyway what I can conclude is that

I like impossible love stories..

Like Henry and Clare, or Gambit and Rogue, or the geisha with that old man, or Cecilia and Robbie of Atonement or..

Ok ok too much there.. I think you what i mean..

Oh but I dont like sad ending..though im open to it..like atonement.. its because im going to think about it over and over again.. its not like its real but it seemed real to me at least.. I mean.. What if..

and yeah sad stupid stories always made me cry.. shit

:P

Terlalu Ingin Menulis

2009-08-25T07:57:00.000-07:00

Aku nak tulis something ni..

Tp aku tatau nak tulis ape..

Pale aku mcm penuh dgn teori2...

Teori sekeliling la..manusia..komuter..kerja..leadership skill (ok tipu la tu)

Mcm kenape org bule sesuka hati buat mcm tuh mcm ni..tp still end up getting something good..while others ade yg struggle..tp dpt so-so je..u got to play the game u know..oh im so sick of competition..

and judgement..yeah sick of that too..although i do judge a lot..and i dislike myself making judgement and conclusion that fast..not healthy ok..haha

you just somehow wont get everything..at least thats how i see it..

Allah maha adil..doa je lah

XOXO

Baju Nak Dekat Sama

2009-08-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

Pagi tadi naik komuter cam biasa..harini pakai baju kuning bunga2..pastu tgk ade satu ahkak ni pakai baju kuning..aku tgk baju die..tgk baju aku balik..tgk baju die..tgk baju aku balik..

fuh..nasib baik lain..tapi warna tanah tuh dh sama la kuning tu..bunga pun lebih kurang sama..kale pun..huhu..

Teringat aku first day keje kat Exxon dulu..aku kai baju corak batik..masuk2..duduk..then ade satu minah ni sudah pakai satu baju same ngan aku laa..hahahah..malu siot..aku try la elak2..

deng..camne leh sama lak ni..tp akhirnye kat surau bertemu jua..

"eh baju kite sama la..mesti taste kite sama kan"

haha..iyolah kak..kui3..tak berjaya aku nak mengelak dari akak tu..

jadi sape2 yg suke beli kain kat jalan tar (aku salah sorang) ketahuilah mgkn ade 10 org beli kain sama mcm anda..kalau terserempak tu..sengih je la..

haha peace

Minat/Suka

2009-08-10T22:45:00.000-07:00

Minat..aku, kau, kita sume ade minat.. kalau takde minat hidup kita jadi bosan.. oh ye minat aku bukan IT atau bidang yg sdg aku buat skang ni ye..haha

oh..minat tuh sama ke ngan hobi? aku pun tatau la..rs mcm ye.. kene tgk kamus la kalau nak tau kan (ayat penyata yang macam tiada motif)

List : Baking, Cooking, Sewing - aku nak masuk kelas menjahit sbnrnye tp resource tak cukup lagi ah hehe, travelling ( list of must go - Tokyo, New Zealand, Australia, Jakarta, India, China, Mekah & Madinah (hehe), Paris, Cambodia, Vietnam, German ), Kucing~ yer kucing..aku suke kucing..dan aku pantang org menyakiti kucing, in fact aku pantang sikit org menyakiti haiwan2 ni..grrr.. , karoke (alamak kantoi) bersama adik beradik dan kultus bergaya, books with lotsa picture, movies yang byk pengajaran, cross stitch, jln sorang kat mall tanpa hala tuju yang pasti, kain (batik, crepe, chiffon, cotton sume2la ), tudung espeseli tudung sulam goyang (susah mau cari ni woi), kasut berfesyen tapi selese, almari yang besar (supaya leh isi byk barang), amik gamba gune D40 aku, snorkeling (cewah baru skali pegi haha) eh ape lagi ek.. takkan ni je bende2 yg aku suke, erm oh ye aku suke gak art mcm sastera2 melayu, english, sajak2 hehe, aku minat nak tau geografi dan sejarah dunia, lagi lagi lagi.. aku suke borak2 ngan kawan2 aku yg satu kepala ngan aku..heheh..you know who you are..

anyway sori lah sume aku sumbat dlm satu perenggan.. saje je tu.. mcm byk je lagi bende yg aku suke... tp aku lupe la..tgk bende suke pun bule lupe..huhu..

Exam

2009-08-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

Tadi aku amik exam..

hahahaha section pertama: pengetahuan am..susahnye yarabbi..dahlah jawapan dekat2..aku bace 2 - 3 kot pasal mahkamah la, perlembagaan la tp tak lekat2 gak kat otak..akhirnye aku tibai dan bom je jawapan2 yg aku rs betul..

Soalan2 paling kelakar ialah Filem apekah yang memenangi anugerah filem malaysia tahun 2008..aku pun tatau dol ape jawapannye..hahaha..pastu di antara berikut, filem manekah yang dibintangi P Ramlee? hahahaha..wei ape ni..aku dh nak tergelak dh dlm exam tu..tak sangka lak soalan2 camtu kluar..

Seken paper, soalan maths plak..jawap 40 soalan dlm 45 minit..satu soalan 3-4 baris ayatnye..mcm perenggan tau tak~...aku nak pahamkan soalan pun amik mase 1 minit..aduh..punye byk aku tibai..tp alhamdulillah..bolee laa jugak buat sikit2..cume tatau la btul ke tak kan..contoh2 soalan cam ali lebih tgg 25 cm dr abu, abu pula tingginye kurang 5cm dr ali, ahmad tingginye 150 cm, ani pula tingginya kurang dari 30cm dr ahmad..cari purata tinggi abu dan ali. wtf? soalan mcm ni mmg amik masa kot nak paham..hahaha..tp aku suke gak sikit..sbb challeging..otak aku pun dh lame tak buat soalan2 iq ni..

third paper..pemahaman je..ok la..20 soalan 35 minit..cam pas jawap satu soalan ko leh berangan jap sebelum jawap soalan seterusnya..

aku letih bukan ape..letih membulatkan jawapan kat borang omr tuh..huhu..

ptg lak esei bm ngan bi..nasib baik soalan cam aku bule blasah..standard aku page pertama tulisan lawa dan kemas..second page dh start barai..haha tepat 430 habis la exam..maka balik la aku..kenal ngan kawan baru..nama die aina mardhiah..cam baik je budak tuh..kekeke..

ok semoga sume org success dlm exam ni :D

Cadangan Untuk Komuter

2009-07-30T09:13:00.001-07:00

Ade sape2 tak penah naik komuter?

aku yakin korang sume penah naik kan?

so ape pandangan korang?

ahahaha

mukadimah yg penuh soalan2...

tadi aku 530pm tepat terus tutup laptop..sumbat dlm laci..jln tip toed dpn bos..check out..masuk lift..jln pi stesen..laju2..sbb aku tanak miss 545 punye train..

smpi2..duduk jap..

"ting tong, train ke Seremban akan tibe dlm masa 15 minit"

SIGH

duduk jap..tengok sekeliling..aku pikir..ini kalau dpt masuk ni pun dh cukup untung..sbb ramai mase tu..

"ting tong, disebabkan kegagalan train di Kepong, train ke Seremban yg dijadualkan tiba sebentar lagi akan lewat dlm lebih kurang 30 minit"

HUGE SIGH

mcm nak menjerit pun ade..mmg konfem aku takleh naik train lepas ni..sbb ramai..so aku pun patah balik..aku naik train ke Sentul..then patah balik ke Putra...turun tuka train..dpt naik train express Seremban

Smpi kat BNM ok lagi..smpi kat Kuala Lumpur pun ok..smpi kat KL Sentral Ya Rabbi..org tolak2 nak masuk..punyelah sume org nak balik..can they be blamed? NO i dont think so..Polis kat luar ketuk2 cermin je suh org kat dlm menyardinkan diri masing..cubelah korang kawal sikit org kluar masuk..ni takat tiup wisel..huhu..

Smpi Midvalley (sape yg biasa naik komuter taulah route ni kan)..dh org menjerit..yang nak kluar mmg ssh gile laa..sbb ramai sgt..org yg nak masuk pun tak menyaba..terus je terjah..patut bagilah org kluar dulu..

aku bersyukur dpt duduk..tp mmg tak tenang langsung..mcm tengah zaman perang pun ade aku tgk komuter tu..dgn bersempit2..dengan sume org letih..kesiannye masing2..stesen2 seterusnye dihiasi dgn jeritan "woi saba la kasik aku kluar dulu" atau "wei masuk la lagi..org lain pun nak balik gak"

Inilah yg terjadi kalau komuter lambat..smlm pun lambat gak..harini pun lambat gak..esok tatau la kan..lewat sejam la kot..haha masin kibod aku..

kalau komuter lambat..org akan berkumpul ramai..pastu bile nampak komuter dorang akan serbu masuk..sume org nak balik..jadi aku harap pihak2 yang berkenaan tolong la sedar akan hal ni..naikkan insentif pekerja komuter ke..bagi dorang semangat sikit keje..tambah komuter ke..buat Business Continuity Plan yang munasabah ke..ganti alat2 lame ke..buat komuter dr 20 minit skali ke 15 minit skali ke..tambahkan train express during peak hour ke..mcm2 bole buat..yang polis duk kat luar duk tiup2 wisel tu..bagi la satu pintu satu polis..supaya org takdelah menerjah masuk..pastu halang org kluar..aku tgk monorel ade org yg jg pintu..which is sgt bagus..

Kalau nak buat tuh bole je..maybe aku ckp mmg la mudah..tp kan dh lame dh perkhidmatan komuter tu..patut skang dh tip top tahap singapore dh (at least~)..

mcm ni ke nak galakkan org naik perkhidmatan awam?

heh~

aku naik sbb nak save cost je..kalau ade lebih2..mmg aku dh drive dh..cis berlagak tol ayat aku ni

Movie Marathorn - Spoilers Alert~

2009-07-29T01:08:00.000-07:00

terime kasih kepada uitm dungun sebab menghantar adik aku balik last week..hehe so mcm biase aaa..gaji pun baru masuk..adik pun ade kat rumah..aku plak jenis tak bleh duk umah (tp kadang2 jenis tak kluar umah pun ade gak)..maka aku pun ajak la adik aku tgk wyg..since die blum lagi tgk heri pote..

so menggunekan gsc online payment thru maybank2u adalah amat mudah..byr je online..then g kat kaunter sebut nombor tiket and tadaaa~ dpt tiket..tayah beratur2..ni lah gunenye teknologi..heheh..

so lets start with heri potter and the half blood prince..erm..aku rs rating bagi cite ni mmg 3/5 - Need Improvement laa..walaupun aku ni jenis tak bace buku heri pote (ekceli aku jarang bace2 buku ni haha) tp aku expect cite heri pote ni bes la..memberansangkan..a standing ovation..a feeeewit presentation..but..*sigh*..not as i expected..not even half of what i expected~...

Tajuk die half blood prince sbb harry ade jumpe satu buku lame dlm kelas posyen which was ..which aku rs die curi buku tuh..jadi taksub..but but..then the story got lost..with love story between ron and hermione..and heri and ginny..errr..so what about the half blood prince? i was like erm.. oh yeah they should focus more on draco malfoy..since he happened to play a crucial part in this series..but they go on and on with that love story..and suddenly tibe2..dh kemuncak..pastu habis..hahaha..ape nie..mcm that thick of book wasted with this kind of storyline..

ok nak balik dh..sambung satg..ahaks

ok aku baru balik..fuh..letih2.ok sambung

Then kami teruskan plak tgk public enemies..poster dah cun dah gamba johnny depp..tp cerite..aduh..aku bagi 2.5/5 bleh tak..haha..mase nak last2 baru mcm bes..cite die rompak2 bank..ok..pastu die selamatkan kawan2 die dr penjara..ok..pastu die sendiri lepaskan diri die dr penjara..ok lagi..pastu tibe2 ade watak baru yg mcm muke same ngan watak yang awal2 tuh..aku mcm dh konfius dh..aiseh..

pastu dragging tak hengat..naseb baik takde love story sgt..adelah sikit2..anyway kalau bukan johnny depp tuh hero die..aku yakin filem ni akan ade masalah kutipan nnt..haha..bole laaa kalau nk tgk..sbb aku minat citer2 history/true story/autobiography..tuh aku layan..

anyway..these are all personal opinion je..

tibe2 skang mcm takde mud nak tgk wyg..hahaha

peace :D

Sirip Ikan Yu - Kegilaan Manusia

2009-07-12T09:49:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum,

Ok la dh lame aku tak hapdet blog ni..berkurun lame kot..ade byk gamba aku nak hapdet sbb byk gi bercuti.. tp nntlah dulu kan..

Eniway..aku yg tgh kat training centre yg bilik takde tv ni (adelah sedikit bengang di sini) td berjaya dptkan kunci bilik member yg tak tido sini sbb bilik die ade tv..kire aku pau aa bilik die jap..layan tv..ade plak mentor akhir..ye Black adelah pemenang.. aku mmg tak penah tgk mentor2 ni..hehe..tp tadi layan je aa..

anyway klik2 channel..layan jap channel cnn..die citer pasal sirip2 ikan yu..

tadi kat negara mane aaa yg mmg high bar die nye pasaran ikan yu..aku tak brp ingat..tp yg aku nak cite kat sini antara kegilaan manusia semase mendptkan sirip ikan yu tu..

ade satu fisherman ni..tangkap ikan yu..potong sirip die..(ikan yu tuh masih hidup)..pastu campak balik ikan yu tuh dlm laut..bajet nak kasik ikan yu tuh terus hidup la..the point is here..ikan yu tuh takleh hidup sbb takleh la nak berenang ye tak sbb dah takde sirip..aduhai..apemende la dorang ni..dhlah ikan yu tuh masih hidup dorang main potong je ikan yu tu..mak aii..korang bygkan korang masih hidup pastu org lain lapah2 korang tanpa bunuh korang dulu..haaa same laa situasi die..

so skang ni pihak berwajib nak kurangkan la aktiviti2 tak berperikemanusiaan ni dgn nak cr alternatif camne peniaga2 sirip ikan yu bleh meniaga bende lain dgn pendapatan yg same dgn bile dorang jual sirip ikan yu..which is not easy to do..

kat pasar tuh..mmg sirip ikan yu saje2..gile ah..konon2 nak kuatkan badan aa tuh makan sirip ikan yu..huhu..kot ye pun nak siripnye...ikutlah prosedur sikit..

apsal tah aku emo ni..huhu..kekejaman terhadap binatang bagi aku mmg unforgiven aa..

peace

Roadtrip #1 - Balok, Telok Cempedak, Kuantan, PAHANG

2009-04-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

(17-19 April 2009)

Rabu - 3 org setuju untuk ke Telok Cempedak Pahang. Yang ke-4 tak dpt pegi..walaupun puas kami memaki dan memujuk die..namun die tetap dgn pendirian tanak pegi..sbb ade hal..takpe2..next road trip ko tak g siap ko..ahaks~

Jumaat - lepas keje..pegi KLCC..jumpe rakan2 seperjuangan..lantas memerangi jemz die KL sebelum masuk highway ke Kuantan..

Jumaat 10.00pm..tiba di Balok..walk in masuk Muara Beach Resort..satu malam Rm90..not bad..ade free breakfast lagi..dinner..masuk bilik dgn harapan nak tgk sunrise esok..

Sabtu - Cam biasa..harapan tak dpt dipenuhi..namun harapan kawan untuk menjadi seorg joggers pada hari itu berjaya..dgn bangganya die memakai kasut sukan die sewaktu aku baru bgn..fine~

G jalan2 tepi pantai Balok..Laut China Selatan..lame tak pegi..ombak agak kuat..tak ramai org mandi..

Amik gamba pagi2 di tepi Pantai Balok, Pahang

Encik Ketam yang pemalu..thanks Encik Ketam kerana sudi posing untuk sayaKendian kami pegi Telok Cempedak..Biru je air die..

Wiken pun tak ramai org mandi..besla..tak mcm PD..Seluas mata memandang..Laut China Selatan agak ganaz la sbnrnye..Bikers..It's a passion...Kaman~Cikgu sekolah..kan?Thanks MazMakan adalah super heaven..lagi heaven sbb ade org belanje..kui3

Malam2 pegi funfair plak..rase nak tercabut jantung naik menatang ni..Funfair yang Fun..

Lepas tuka skin tone..balik hotel..sambung mandi pool plakPoros..Bolos..Di hamparan yang terbentang luas..

Dari kejauhan nampak Genting Highlands..sempat g Sempah je..

Overall..mmg best..pasni apa macam plan kawan? Krabi? Mersing? Desaru? Tioman? Redang? Sabah? Cambodia? Tibet?

Kaman..aku menanti ajakan korang..

Thanks..you've made my weekends..:)

More pictures at fatihak.fotopages.com

Options..

2009-04-14T06:48:00.000-07:00

Why dont you quit your job?

Are you crazyy???

But you said you didn't like your job?

I did..it's just that..I have my benefits here, and i don't think I'll be getting that much in a different company..besides..my medical is covered until death..

So what are you to do now?

I don't know..follow the flow..but really..i don't think i can do this job..

How about your work environment?

Suck as hell..Wonder why or how others can survive..

What I'm trying to say here actually?
We have options people..
If we don't take risk..we'll never know what we are best at..
And to do something that you will find it hard to like or you know you will never be able to like it..will totally be a waste of time...

But the money and the benefits are good!.. For sure you cant find it elsewhere..!

Yeah right..stop making excuses..
Truly I envy those who have taken another path..
I mean to truly leave the good (or great) salary plus benefit..it's not an easy decision..
As for me..I've been surfing..looking around..
Wasting my time being indecisive..

And they say other organization aren't that stable..
So why's my organization any different..?
are you sure they won't put up a vss scheme in the near future?

It's not easy..I know..but you will never know what that unknown path will take you..

Praying, Thinking, Hoping..

jika malang itu berbau..henfon masuk mesin basuh

2009-04-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

Henfon aku masuk mesin basuh

Di pagi ahad hening..aku terbgn pagi sbb dengar mak ckp2..aku pikir ni mesti kucing aku sudeh buat hal ni..lalu aku pun kluar..mak aku tanye

"Tiah, kenape ko masukkan henfon ko dlm mesin basuh"

Aku tergamam

Tercegat

Terkedu

Terdiam

Duduk atas sofa. Baring. Mak aku bagi henfon

Gelap. Sunyi. Sepi.

Nokia 5800 yg baru berusia 4 bulan dh mati.

aku cek sim card. sim card ok. phone aku tak on dulu. aku kirai2kan yang mane bole..abah kate taruk atas tv..

aku masuk bilik google kalau henfon masuk mesin basuh ade harapan tak..

rata2 mengatakan tidak..warranti pun mmg tak kave kalau kene air..aku sudeh cek..

ptg tuh aku taruk atas monitor aku ni plak (crt)..panas sikit..

aku try ON..kluar cahaya sikit..tp phone blank..aku try klik2..vibrate pun agak lemah..

memory card aku cek tadi..alhamdulillah ok..

tp phone tuh la..aku tak cek kedai lagi..tp aku mcm rs apek tuh akan kate tak bole blah je..

henfon masih atas crt..gelap..sunyi..sepi..

skang tgh gune henfon adik aku..sob2..pakai dulu la sementara cari yg baru..

patutlah malam sabtu tu aku terasa mcm nak cari henfon aku..tp aku buat derk je la..yakin ade dlm henbeg..lagipun mlm tu aku agak demam..selseme tak habis2 smpi demam..lainkali demam jgn nak buat keje rumah..mmg tak jalan punye..adeii..adeii..adeii..

mmg duduk dlm frame je la henfon aku tuh kang..sob3